Snow Fun

We got a spring snow storm in March. Camden and I couldn't resist going out and playing in it! I love this time with my little man who is growing way too fast. But I love that he is so playful and keeps me young.

We finished it off with some hot chocolate, of course!

Still here

We are still here. I have taken a break for the past few months from blogging to focus on our family while we heal from the loss of our precious baby girl, Macee. But I feel the healing slowly coming and I am ready to show her off and share our story of our angel.

But first, I need to catch up the blog. Until recently,  I couldn't even look at pictures of before Macee. It was so hard because our family is so different now and we are such different people. And as I looked at these pictures, I think how could we have ever known what was coming? And then there was the part of me that would look at them and just want to go back to when I didn't have such a broken heart and something to overcome the rest of my life. But my heart knows better. I would do it all over again for her. For our perfect Macee. And that this was God's plans for our family. And we have to trust in that.

So now as we have accepted it all, I am now ready to face these memories of months ago when we were so unaware of what trial was coming our way. I am ready to tell our story of before, during, and after our angel went to heaven. Because it ALL matters. Our lives leading up to her mattered. Her short life and our hello and good-bye with her matter. And our tomorrows matter. And that is why I think it's so important to keep up our family journal (our blog). So we remember. Oh, how we want to remember every little thing about her. And I know that journaling it and sharing it will help me.